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I had the great pleasure of studying deeply and dancing in shamanic ceremony with Brooke Medicine Eagle in person, on many fabulous occasions during my "formative years" in 1999-2004. Both on the land here in New England (Massachusetts and Vermont) and on her home land of Montana.
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Working with reverence and honor, for the Earth, and for all creatures living on it, with all the elements and Walking the Path of Beauty. Shamanic Journeys, Vision Quests, and deep felt inner explorations with her included the first time I heard about THE RAINBOW BRIDGE. I was working and studying with her extensively when she published her second book, and as
I renew my own Inner Creation and work this week building and re-building a re-newed level of myself as THE RAINBOW BRIDGE, I recall, re-read and share with you this excerpt from her book....

"The Rainbow Bridge to a Renewed Earth
(from The Last Ghost Dance: A Guide for Earth Mages by Brooke Medicine Eagle)
All of us alive on Lady Gaia at this time have the opportunity to be an active part of the Rainbow of Light that creates the bridge into a new and Golden Time for All Our Relations and us. At this point in human history, we have the opportunity to literally bring Heaven to Earth. Our ability to visualize and believe that it is possible for us to lift ourselves up, to pick up the profound work of our Earthly ancestors and move responsibly into our own piece of the action, and to fully embody Spirit is what will make this ascension possible. The exciting part is that we have the opportunity to complete something Mother Earth and humanity have been working on for aeons.
The Rainbow Bridge to a renewed Earth was first shown to me in a vision given me by White Buffalo Calf Pipe Woman, the mysterious holy woman who came many generations ago to a small group of Lakota people, bringing the Sacred Pipe that represents the Oneness and holiness of the Circle of Life. She, whose name is often shortened to White Buffalo Woman, has been an inner guide and teacher to me and to many others of this generation, as her wisdom invites us to walk in a sacred manner on Earth, honoring All Things, not only as our family, but literally as part of our wholeness.
This particular time, she took me to stand at the edge of an enormous chasm made of black, shiny stone and asked me to look around. Looking across the gap, I saw a sight that thrilled my heart. On the other side was a radiantly golden world. Everything had an iridescent aura, like we sometimes see on a spring morning after rain when the dew picks up the many-colored light. There were people and animals there on a broad, flowering plain under crystal snowcapped peaks—with no sound but a soft breeze and happy laughter. Out of the sacred groves of enormous trees on the hillsides came rushing pure, clear water. Children and young animals played there together, splashing and laughing and drinking the water without fear. Two-leggeds went about peacefully and joyfully, developing and exchanging their gifts and talents, taking in the radiant energy for nourishment and nibbling for their sweet taste the fruits and plants that grew about them in profusion. Happy songs of birds and people and the calls of contented animals echoed across. It was a glorious place—a golden dream for us and All Our Relations. I yearned to go there.
Then I turned to look behind me and was aghast at what I saw. There was smog on the horizon and acridness in the air, which I could see was harming all the living things upon which it settled, for everything had a dull, gray hue. There was arguing and fighting and warring, repression and prejudice, with everyone grasping what they could for themselves while snarling at others. Noise—screeching and pounding and roaring—filled the air. The scream of chain saws bespoke cutting the precious trees on the hills. Everything possible was being eaten, which made the people heavy yet did not nourish them. The lost, homeless, dispossessed, and sick lay all about, with many dying at the feet of those who hurried past. People wandered about, seeming alone and frightened even among their own kind. The deep hunger and need and grief of all filled the air.
I wanted desperately to get to the radiant life on the other side of the chasm. Yet as I leaned cautiously to peer over the edge, I could not see the bottom: the dark, slick rock dropped out of sight in the mist on both sides. The gap was much too wide to jump, and I had no other means to cross. A wailing cry erupted from my throat as I realized I could not get there.
All the while, White Buffalo Woman had stood beside me. Now she looked at me with compassion and said,
"The bridge upon which you will cross into that beautiful life on a renewed and flowering Earth will be a bridge of light." Then she sent from within herself a rainbow of light that jumped across the chasm to rest on the other side. "To make a bridge, the light must become a rainbow. It is the only way!"
I looked at her, still in desperation, because I did not know how to make a rainbow.
"To make a rainbow, all colors of light must be included. None can be left out, or there will be no bridge." And she went on to help me understand the deeper meaning of this symbol she had given me: "When I say 'all colors,' I am referring to all things, all peoples, all beings. None can be left out. You must walk a sacred walk, acknowledging, honoring, respecting, communing, and cooperating with all things and beings in the Circle of Life. No one, nothing, can be left behind. You must live a life of inclusiveness, union, and sharing—letting the Light of Love flow freely among you. When all are included in a good way, the discordant song will become harmony and the light will automatically become a rainbow. Thus, all of you who are alive become the rainbow Upon which the generations cross into this new and Golden Time.
The rainbow also represents another aspect of our movement into this new time: lightening up! It reminds you that you will find joy and happiness by creating them through singing, dancing, and celebrating together in gratefulness for the beauty Creator has given. You must release your heaviness and those things that burden you— lifting your attitude, practice, and vibration to a higher level. You must let what you love and what brings joy call you forward from moment to moment, for in no way can you bring this radiant time by doing things that displease or deenergize you. Rather than working for it, you must dance your lives as the old ones did. Nurturing ceremony and joyful celebration will be not only the hallmarks but also the means into this wonderful future."
This vision, which affected me so poignantly then, still calls to me deeply. That iridescent scene of a renewed Earth beckons me every day of my life. I seek to unroll that dream before me as I walk, as one would lay out a beautiful carpet. Having stepped forward, I realize that the polluted scene lives within me as well as outside of me, and that, for me, awakening the dream into reality means cleansing myself of the attitudes, beliefs, and actions that comprise it, in order that I may invite others to do the same.
I also realize that the beautiful, iridescent place already exists on a certain plane of reality. It is the gift Creator has offered us from the beginning of time, if we will only cleanse the smog from our eyes and choose that sacred path.
Now, another vision has joined this one—a vision of another Rainbow, half of which has already been created and sent forth. During the time of European expansion and aggressive conquering of the Americas, Father Spirit sent a Messianic vision of this radiant land on "the other side" to a succession of tribal people, the most famous of whom was a Paiute named Wovoka, who shared it with the natives far and wide. They were shown a radiant life similar to that which White Buffalo Woman opened before me. Their visions came over a four-hundred-year period when subjugation, decimation, and finally genocide were taking place among American native peoples. The white man's greed for land and wealth was laying waste to the native tribes. Their lives were shattered, their homelands ravaged, the buffalo slaughtered and rotting in the sun, their families murdered, their dreams broken.
These radiant visions, and the Christ figure known as Dawn Star who brought them, gave the ravaged people renewed hope, offering them a way to re-create an even more beautiful life. Through the Spirit Dance they had been given, they would bring to life their golden dream. Their murdered relatives would walk again on green and flowering land; all that was destroyed would be made whole. It was to be a new world in which Earth and spirit are as one. So in the latter days, they made the shirts shown in Wovoka's vision, using what little leather was left or flour sacks from the meager rations given them on the new reservations; and they circled in the entrancing dance that was shown them. They called upon their loved ones, so many hundreds now on the side of Spirit, to lift them up into this radiant dream. They danced that golden dream into the ground, set it into the reality of the Earth plane, made their half of the Rainbow. Then even that dream was shattered. At Wounded Knee, innocent, peaceful people of the Ghost Dance were murdered by the cavalry because the fearful white nation did not see the peaceful, beautiful dream that could unfold from it.
Those dancers lifted into Spirit, to hold their half of the Rainbow until we of the present human generation could awaken and dance the other half into the ground of reality in this world. The vision White Buffalo Calf Pipe Woman gave me is the same vision; it has been given into the hearts and minds of many of this generation—it is alive and well. The Ancient Ones and native peoples have known and held these powerful dreams down through time. Although they seem to fade with our attention on other things, a fine, strong thread connects us to them. Our present task is to draw their essence forth and to weave a web of beauty upon which to dance our lives."

Brooke Medicine Eagle, The Last Ghost Dance: A Guide for Earth Mages (New York: Ballantine, 2000),"Preface," pp. xv-xix.

On February 1st and 2nd, we are “gated” by two spectacular stellar risings, one just before Sunrise, one just after Sunset.  The Eagle rises just before dawn (around 5:30 am EST).  The Eagle Nebula (Messier Object 16) along with Aquila, the Eagle Constellation.  At 5:30 pm EST, Monoceros, the Unicorn Constellation rises in the east.  These stellar bookmarks sandwich a day which is already potent in earth keeper ceremony and significance. February 1st, Cross Quarter holiday.

​We have reached the cross quarter holiday!!  Could you feel it yesterday?  The light from the sun was extra bright, extra luminous.  The night sky also was “extra texture” with the star light.
 
The solstice and equinox divide the year into 4 “quarters” or season.  Delineated by June and December Solstices, March and September equinoxes.  The halfway point between a solstice and an equinox is called the Cross Quarter day.  February 1, May 1, August 1, Nov 1.  All Powerful days of earth keepers and earth based traditions. The Celts called this time we are in Imbolic.  You can feel it in the sun light, in the air, how we have reached a tipping point to spring! (or toward winter southern hemisphere friends)
 
I had a particularly potent and powerful sacred time in Andara Light Meditation yesterday morning.  We have had a stretch of cloudy weather, and the blue sky bright sun morning was so welcome.  I nestled into my “crystal chamber” and got to communing and tuning in with my andara team.  They asked to be gridded and rearranged.  One grid was for Unicorns.  Very pink and brown and clear and rainbow (did not snap a pic of that one).  Then I was rearranging and cleaning and the root beer browns wanted a grid display too.  I set it all up and then sat in meditation….and kept hearing….”The Eagle and the Unicorn”.  And my mind would go, do you mean Eagle and the Condor? Nope, kept getting “Eagle and the Unicorn”.  Ok. 
 
Was in an eye closed section of contemplation, and then opened my eyes to THIS

​Spent some more connecting time, to the light, and reading and tuning into these light codes.
I heard again "The Eagle and the Unicorn" and then  “the Four Pillars of Creation”.  Huh, interesting….that phrase…the four pillars has come up several times this week.  In a session at Inner Space, in connection to Egyptian temples and obelisks.  I had been nudged to dive deeper into this meaning.  The Four Pillars.  I decided to do some intuitive online research and searching around….and saw a page about The Eagle Nebula.  Ding Ding.  And the Pillars of Creation.  Ding Ding Ding Ding. Well, that’s a match.
 
Often with I get “Eagle” my mind goes towards Aquila – the Eagle/Hawk Constellation.  We are “Star buddies”.  Me and Altair and Aquila.  But this was a new angle.  And just look at the picture of this amazing active rich star producing region:

​It looks like this Andara crystal that was shining out the eagle holographs today as well.  I then opened my Star App to investigate further.  TO check the alignments of this nebula, M16 – Eagle Nebula.  I scanned through to see when it rose, as I woke up well before dawn this morning, and often get called awake by stars during the night when they want to communicate.  Lo and behold, this time was when the Eagles (BOTH nebula and constellation) were rising in my eastern sky. Good Morning!
 
Following the inner voice of guidance for “the Eagle and the Unicorn” it is time for “The Eagle and the Unicorn”….I decided to look up another star friend….Monoceros, The Unicorn Constellation. Well, now…Monoceros rises just after sunset here, bookending this glorious light encoded day.
 
The Eagle and The Unicorn indeed!
 
Happy February Friends.
 
May the light guide your way!!

​https://www.collective-evolution.com/2018/11/13/strange-looking-tesla-tower-in-texas-aims-to-transmute-electricity-wirelessly/

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https://www.ancient-origins.net/myths-legends-africa/sacred-symbol-djed-pillar-002325​

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wardenclyffe_Tower

https://www.rmcybernetics.com/research/plasma-high-voltage-electricity

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Today, October 20, 2019 is my two year "andara-versary"!  I was reUnited with my first andara on October 20, 2017.
This bright blue beauty was powerful from the first time I saw a picture online.  It resonated throughout my sensory field and all through my multidimensional light body.  I could feel it coming on it's shipping journey from the shop to my house.  I could tell (from afar) that it was in my mailbox that day.  

I slept with it the first night, to stay enclosed in the energetic field it was emanating and delve deeply into the activation process.  I knew from my friends and mentors who had worked with andaras and introduced me to them, that there was a calibration  and activation phase folks would go through during the reUnion process.  I write reUnion - as there is a feeling of familiarity, of "home" with the andaras you are meant to work with. They are alive with light and knowledge.  They are trusted friends and allies and teachers.

Andara glass crystals remain a mystery.  Their exact origin and composition is elusive, as there are many tales in the collective.  Ranging from intergalactic sources, riding to earth on comets and meteors, to lightning strikes on sand, or meteor crash impact creation.  Some feel they are Lemurian or Atlantean crystalline technology, resurfacing in this now to assist with planetary ascension.  They might be "merely" sourced from man made glass, yet we know that certain pieces have an amazing ability to receive, hold, and transmit light codes.  Some of us have inkings and memories of them emerging from the sea.  They for sure have an otherworldly feel. 

While their earth based origins remain "controversial" and the stories diverse, those of us that work with them know their impact is powerful and completely beyond human comprehension.  For a certain group of human beings called to work with Andaras their quantum  effect on is instantaneous.  Those of us that are Andarians - a phrase I heard from Lisa Brown on her amazing website: https://www.awakeningtoremembering.com/andaraandarian-information.html
I would highly recommend reading further if the subject interest you!

Lisa Brown (on her page linked above) writes:
"AndaRA" means to "Travel by light": Inter-Stellar (Star) Communications
We are Andaras and they are us. Andarians was the word I  received.
Andaras work with increasing bio-electric energy for activating inner-dimensional communication with Elemental/Magical Realms/Star Realms through each achieving higher states of consciousness by consciously and intentionally raising vibrational frequencies through heart connection and non-linearity.

 Here are some photos from my activation day in October of 2017.  The first time is always memorable and special. I knew I had to be alone in nature and sunlight to work with this special reUnion Activation.  I chose an area woodland trail, and embarked on foot into the forest. This amazing cobalt beauty guided me to a spot that had a gigantic pyramid rock/boulder.  I had walked this trail many times but never ventured off path and this stone was new to me.  It was and is magnificent in its own right, and it became clear that this was the power spot to activate with the light codes in the andara.  Below is a progression of photos that show some of the light codes and activations in action.  I have not shared these with anyone.  It was a new and very private special thing for me.  After having worked now with a huge team of Andaras and mastering the art and science of working with Andaras, it feels time to share more fully and freely with you the possibilities that are here for us in this amazing now.  

Since this amazing day two years ago, I have been blessed to become the guardian of a vast array of Andaras.  From small to large, each one is special to me and we have forged close working relationships and been through a variety of "jobs" and field work and grid work together.

Many of the pieces of my collection reside at Inner Space, in the Light Laboratory we have co co-created and designed. I have moved my rainbow octagon grid out into the gathering space.  It is large enough to host 8 of us in sacred circle together.  The anadaras and I make new grids and arrangements with each new energy corridor.  On September 9, I was drawn to "gather up" the team and set out spaces for us to gather.  It has been a while since I hosted folks at Inner Space in groups, and I am delighted to be working that way again!
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I will be holding "Illuminator" gatherings both here in person in Grafton, Massachusetts at  Inner Space, as well as online on a video chat platform called Zoom.  As the light body is quantum, this works amazingly well both in person and remotely. It is a grand age we live in where we can each be at home in our cozy spaces and work together effectively in the field of LIGHT.

On May 21, 2019 – The Sun, Mercury and The Pleiades come together in the sky to open a powerful conjunction portal.  Mercury, the quicksilver, the winged messenger, creates a smooth flow of messages and information from this cluster of stars to the sun and  to planet earth.  ​This conjunction functions as a quicksilver delivery system of the Codes and Messages of the Pleiades.  

There are Seven Bright sister stars, along with Mother and Father Stars, for a group of nine. These 7-9 bright stars represent thousands of stars in this cluster.
They have much to teach us, particularly in the area of working in team/community.  They show us ways to work to clear family lines and rewrite DNA patterns.  They speak of "chosen family" - the ones you chose to spend your time with and travel through life together.

What do the Pleiades have to say to you?
The message they have for each of us will be unique. I am inviting these stars to step forward and use my networks (my website and facebook pages) as podium and broadcast station - and will be sending out the messages they have to share, each encoded with Pleiades star light and each designed to be an activation for YOU.

​Central Sun at Core of the Galaxy – sends out source codes, light codes and they get distributed and rebroadcast by the stars along the spiral arms of the galaxy.  This is how we on Planet Earth receive the Codes of Life/Light. 
 
Our spiral arm info flows through Sirius, Orion Constellation (belt stars, Betelgeuse, Rigel, Orion Nebulae), Monoceros (cone nebula and the Christmas Tree Cluster), The Beehive Cluster, the Hyades and the Pleiades. 
 
What is a star?  It broadcasts light. It uses fusion to transform matter and energy into light and heat.  It is RADIANT.  It transmits. 
 
In most every mythology around the world about the Pleiades Star cluster – the tales involved women or children BECOMING stars.  Their human form ascending into a being of LIGHT. 
 
Follow the lead of these “sisters”, and pursue a path of light embodiment.  Where you become part of the star broadcast network.  LIGHT IT UP friends!!

We talk a lot about the light of the sun and the stars flowing to us, and that is DESCENSION of light codes to earth.

The act of you raising your vibration, of becoming more and more of the light yourself, is an act of ASCENSION. The more actively you do this, the more it happens, the more light you embody, the more you SHINE like the SUN.

​Ancient cultures used this easily visible and distinguishable star cluster of the Pleiades to signify important seasonal markers, such as the spring equinox, the time to plant crops or the opening to seafaring season. 
 
In ancient myths, this was a time that these stars would descend into “the underworld” or below the horizon.  However, from a modern viewpoint, we know that the Pleiades are moving into the bright glare of the Sun, and rise and set with the sun, so we cannot see them right now.
 
When a star or planet lines up with the sun in our sky we say that they conjunct each other.  During this time, the sun amplifies and sends codes from this star system to us on earth.  We as gatekeepers conduct and welcome this energy and light and star encoded information into our own bodies, and then birth it onto earth and deliver it into the earth grids.
 
I am a gatekeeper for a local sacred site.  It is an astronomical calendar site that aligns to the last setting of the Pleiades in the night sky before this solar alignment.  By paying close attention and using field research and energy exploration, many key alignment dates have show themselves to me…
I have complied my sharing about this corridor on this webpage for ease:  https://www.innerspacehealing.org/pleiades-communications---spring-2019.html
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Spring 2019 Significant Pleiades Alignments
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May 4 – New Moon – Heliacal Setting of the Pleiades 
The last visible setting of the Pleiades.  The Pleiades “goes dark” or becomes invisible from earth from May 2/3 – June 24
 
May 16-23, 2019 - Sun is in Pleiades Zone 
The Sun enters the Corridor of Pleiades Power just before our full moon, this full moon reflects these codes to us - a sweet way to receive
 
Full Moon May 18 – Sun gets cozy with Pleiades
 
Tuesday May 21 - Sun Conjunct Pleiades & Mercury
Mercury provides a quicksilver corridor and ease of heightened transmissions for the Pleiades communication streams
 
June 11 – Venus meets (conjuncts) the Pleiades
The Egyptians associated this star cluster with the Seven Hathors - we will be sharing some Hathor wisdom for this venus line up!
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June 21 - Solstice
 
June 24 – Pleiades is again visible from earth, in the dark of early morning before dawn

A dear friend asked me if I had any advice about doing something special and significant for this weekend’s Full Moon Eclipse.  I sure do have some methods and suggestions I would be delighted to share.  It is such a good question, I wanted to share the answer publicly.
 
The primary thing about designing your personal ceremony is Empowerment.  Whatever you do, whatever you create is is perfectly perfect and an expression of your unique needs for the moment.  Authentic ceremony looks different every time.  It is your intention, the energy and meaning you put behind it that are important.  The outward expression is simply a token of your Inner Space.
 
The kind of ceremony you chose depends on where you are, who you are with, what tools and resources you have available, and in what kind of weather and climate you find yourself.  Some tried and true expressions of ceremony are:
Earth – Use a crystal or some stones, sand, leaves.  Build an altar or dedicate a sacred shelf or ledge.
Water – take a bath, place a bowl of water under the moonlight to charge, make sun tea or moon tea to drink, charge some water with your energy, intention or a crystal, run a fountain
Fire – light a candle, build a bonfire, light the wood stove, string up lights.  Create some art, infuse some beauty to feast on with your eyes, hang a tapestry or painting.  Make beauty.
Air – breathe with the natural world around you, get outside or open a window, breathe to connect yourself to the heart of the universe, through your own heart and lungs, use a heart entrainment exercise (Hold a feeling of gratitude or love or abundance or whatever you want to call in in your spiritual heart space.  Keep infusing that feeling into your heart space and into your heart torus magnetic field.  Invite all of the cells of your body to entrain/attune to this vibration.
Space – Inner Space – connect to your deepest longings, intentions, heart and soul desires.  Dream big, and include all the lofty grandiose ideas.  Outer Space - Place yourself carefully – mind your surroundings.  Chose a spot that is safe, cozy and receptive to your needs.  Use astronomical alignments to create a powerful alignment with the cosmos (like full or new moons, solstices and equinoxes, eclipses, planetary or cosmic alignments).
 
For this particular Full Moon Lunar Eclipse – it feels like the energies are preparing us for BIG CHANGES and UPGRADES. 
 
A lunar eclipse brings the earth right in between the moon and sun.  In fact, the shadow we see on the moon is cast by the earth.  If we use the metaphor that the sun is our spark, our currency of energy.  The moon is our deep inner reflection, the feelings of our heart and soul.  The earth is our daily structure – of schedule, of mindset, of things we do often.  This eclipse is asking us….what “earth things” are overshadowing the inner longings of your heart and soul?  What daily patterns or habits keep you from using your time for self care?  What mindsets or repeating thoughts do you have about yourself that are creating limitation?
 
Create a ceremony or ritual for yourself, that examines your shadow, that delves deep into your Inner Space, that honors who you are, how magnificent and powerful you are.  It can be as simple as lighting a candle and sitting for one minute in reflection.  It can be elaborate dance around the fire.  It can be constructing an altar or building a crystal grid.  Let your creativity flow.
 
For my local friends, we may spend this eclipse shoveling ice chunks falling from the sky.  It all works! 

​The magnitude and the amazing power of an Inner Space Journey can be difficult to convey in words, on websites or in promotional materials.  So I share with you today a personal tale of a spontaneous Inner Space journey I went on this morning…
 
I am blessed to have a “room of her own” off my bedroom.  For creation, for movement and yoga, for crystal play and activations.  My sacred space.  I keep my andara crystals on a shelf in front of the window, for sun and moon and star light access.
 
It is super cool how on different days and times of year, during certain alignments the different crystals activate and light up and communicate.  This morning it was electric live wire GOLD RAY.  Of all the crystals that were on the shelf in the sunlight, the golden were lit right up.
 
So, I sat, taking a moment of time for myself, and to tune into the messages encoded in the light codes.  Sitting with and listening to my andaras is my current most favorite way to meditate, to tune in a receive info.  My andara friends do many things for me and with me, but one of the more powerful things is their ability to connect through space and time.  They help anchor and bend light rays.  In ways that make the light ray communication accessible to our human self.  The create pathways for light codes, photonic pulses of light to enter our human energy field, body and our crystalline DNA.
 
I can feel folks with the questions…
How do Andaras work?  How do they help us receive light codes?  And then, what good are light codes anyway?  Are they going to help me with my day to day life?  And if so, how??
Why would I want to tune into my light body, and download light codes into my human form, and recalibrate my DNA?  What is any of that really? And how is it useful to me?
 
I openly share this personal story to answer this question – how it can happen in a multidimensional way.
 
Sometimes it remains elusive to our human brain what exactly the benefit of light codes are, or what it means to recalibrate a story and pattern held in your DNA.  I talk here at Inner Space often about photonic light, and how we can use it to release long held patterns of “darkness” in our own body, mind, emotional field, in our energy field and etheric band of memory. 
 
These places of darkness, what the yoga traditions call a samskaras (subtle body impressions), are these “punches” or “divots” in your multi dimensional self.  They hold fixed places in the brain, and are triggered to fire memory in the synapses.  They mold a groove or “pothole” into your emotional body, ones that we trip on time and time again.  The linger in the tissues of your body, especially the fascia, which acts as the “memory foam” of the body.  They hang out in the organs and in the cells.  They form geometric patterns in your subtle energy body, influencing the flow (or blockage) of prana.  They get coded into the DNA as family behavior patterns and habits, passed down generation to generation.
 
AND – these divots can be filled in with light and love and awareness.  They can be the places that hold our strength.  Our containers and cups of light.
 
So, back to my personal tale…
 
I have been getting the inklings of remembrance again that November is a “divot” in my family history and story.  And in my own heart, mind and body.  When I was nine, in November of 1979, my mother mustered up her strength and courage, and made a move to take us away from the house we were living in with my father.  He was abusive - physically and mentally, emotionally.  We had many scary moments, several hide outs in battered woman and children shelters.  Many long scary nights and days and years at home. 

On this November morning, we were making lunches and getting ready to hop on the school bus.  When my father got in the shower, my mum told me to take my brother and sister and down go the neighbors house.  There is a lot of intense detail to this story including 9 year old me listening on the basement stairs to the police tackle, handcuff and haul my screaming crying father away.
 
The imprint has been a deep rut in my memory, energy field and body.  I have been working on it for decades in a variety of ways.  It is clearer and “better” each year.  But here it is, November 9 again.  And here it is, up again for review and upgrade.
 
So, this morning, when I walked into my room to engage my morning “soul centering and alignment” practice – seeing this gold ray.  I was pulled into and softened and allowed myself into awareness of this confluence place where the mental pictures and memories of that day, the physical places it was lingering in my body, the emotional divots that were full of tears needed to be shed.  I let myself feel it and empty the pain through tears and movement. 

The golden light and gold ray held a very strong Father Sun/Father Sky energy.  It was exactly what I needed.

I posted that morning on Facebook:
 
The andaras say....it’s a GOLD Ray Day...
The GOLD Ray of Light
💫Activating Lifeforce 💫
Supercharge your inner energy battery🌟
💛The “pot of gold” at the end of the rainbow🌈
Creation Source Energy
Warmth of Inner Earth🌍🔥
☀️Light of Central Sun ☀️
Drink it in today...golden effervescent light codes...
💛Thank You Sunshine, Father SUN 💛

And then the LIGHT began to fill the room, and fill me.  I could breathe in and drink in the codes of light that were pouring my way, from the sun, being bent by the andara crystals, and flooding into my awareness field.  It was a beautiful self healing radiant moment, series of moments.
 
This kind of thing is what happens on the regular when I work with folks at Inner Space.
When you bring light into your body, mind and energy field, you communicate on a photonic level with your DNA.  You rewrite the story. 
 
Today is a Code Day, with the numerical date of 11/11.  Plus 2018 adds to be an “11” year (2+0+1+8=11).  So, we get a triple 11 today.  The energy of the number one is about beginning new, it is a reset point.  The 11 is double that 1 energy.  I see the 11 as the two columns of the strands of the DNA.  And the light codes we bring in today are communicating with the crystals in the DNA, with the telomeres.
 
What “divots” do you have in your field?  What sticky points do you have from your past in your physical, emotional and mental bodies?  What can you do for yourself to shine the light of your own awareness onto these dark sections? 
I suggest taking some time to be present with yourself.  To relax and breathe into your body.  Notice everything you feel and sense.  Just BE. that simply doing that, being aware, sitting with yourself and holding space for the thoughts, feelings, memories, physical body sensations, that that is HUGE.  Then make an action of brining in some light. Connect to the sun.  Invite the solar rays into your multi-dimensional field.  If possible, do this outside in the sunshine.  Near a window, go for a walk.  Do it while you rake some leaves.  Do it in a way that is playful and fun. Awareness is your path back home to wholeness and integration.  That is the way to fill the divots of darkness inside with radiant light.
 
It’s Never Too Late, to come on HOME…
 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y0oIzCp8oQA
 
In Light,
 
Julie
 
PS – and, doing this for yourself is awesome and something you need to do regularly.  There are times, especially with the larger deeper patterns and “divots” where it helps to have someone hold space for you.  This is what I offer here with an Inner Space Journey. Together we scan your field (energy field, body, mind, emotions etc).  We identify areas that are holding deep seated patterns or density.  We invite in the solar rays of rainbow light.  To fill you with radiance, effervescent light codes, to rewrite the story, to recode the DNA.  I am here to assist you anytime you are ready!  https://www.innerspacehealing.org/your-inner-journey.html
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